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topthemonkey) wrote2008-01-23 09:24 pm
topthemonkey) wrote2008-01-23 09:24 pm
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I'm so glad I made that last post; the Top read it, talked to me about it, and has adopted many of the suggestions. Although he seemed anxious that I would take some of the more degrading things to heart, I assured him that this was not the case. *I* was anxious that I was topping from the bottom, but he reassured me.
The other night was really lovely. It was the closest the Top has ever come to fitting his entire hand inside me. It got a little easier after he stopped trying to go forward and instead focused the pressure down, if that makes any sense. Basically trying to work around the pubic bone.
We talk about fisting and perhaps our usage of the term is inaccurate, but I think of it as anything that involves all 5 fingers inside, not necessarily past every knuckle or up to the wrist.
I think if we had a non-water-based lube it would've been easier.
Also, if nobody else had been home I would not have been so preoccupied with making noise and would've had an easier time "letting go."
And I need to work on my breathing.
I think the (relative) success of last night made him a little overconfident, though. We had the following conversation on im today:
The Top: So, would you like to try anal fisting?
me: . . .
me: let's master vaginal fisting first?
Ironically, I think anal fisting might be easier. There's no pubic bone or cervix to hit.
The other night was really lovely. It was the closest the Top has ever come to fitting his entire hand inside me. It got a little easier after he stopped trying to go forward and instead focused the pressure down, if that makes any sense. Basically trying to work around the pubic bone.
We talk about fisting and perhaps our usage of the term is inaccurate, but I think of it as anything that involves all 5 fingers inside, not necessarily past every knuckle or up to the wrist.
I think if we had a non-water-based lube it would've been easier.
Also, if nobody else had been home I would not have been so preoccupied with making noise and would've had an easier time "letting go."
And I need to work on my breathing.
I think the (relative) success of last night made him a little overconfident, though. We had the following conversation on im today:
The Top: So, would you like to try anal fisting?
me: . . .
me: let's master vaginal fisting first?
Ironically, I think anal fisting might be easier. There's no pubic bone or cervix to hit.