reconnecting sexually with my body

I haven't been feeling sexual as of late, for nearly two weeks. Or rather, I have, just not with other people. I've been inclined to masturbate more than I usually am but more hesitant to engage in sexual acts with other people.

I think this is my mind/spirit trying to tell me that I need to reconnect with my body sexually by myself, on my own terms.
Well, perhaps "on my own terms" is a poor choice of words, since I only have sex according to the Top's wishes. Even if it's sex with myself. Though he is very generous most of the time.

Unfortunately, for what I think I need, I'd have to have alone time. Hard to get when you're a slave.