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Jul. 11th, 2008 05:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
topthemonkeyThe Top worked maybe 90 hours last week. Needless to say, I haven't seen him much. We miss each other.
But I was reading other journals of people in the lifestyle and I realized that I am so incredibly lucky that I am able to live with the Top, to spend my time worrying only about following his orders. Not having a job makes me anxious but as the Top points out, being his slave *is* my job. I feel lucky that it's the only job I have to have, that I don't have Harsh Reality slapping me in the face every work day, distracting me from my submission. Well, during the school year I'm a full-time student, but that's a bit different.
So, yeah. I'm very grateful.
But I was reading other journals of people in the lifestyle and I realized that I am so incredibly lucky that I am able to live with the Top, to spend my time worrying only about following his orders. Not having a job makes me anxious but as the Top points out, being his slave *is* my job. I feel lucky that it's the only job I have to have, that I don't have Harsh Reality slapping me in the face every work day, distracting me from my submission. Well, during the school year I'm a full-time student, but that's a bit different.
So, yeah. I'm very grateful.
