...simple expectations...

One of my rules is that the slavegirls (both of them) are to be showered, changed, and have taken their meds and eaten a meal within an hour of waking. I'm more lax about this on the weekends, but during the week I want it to be law.

Today, I IM'd at 15:50 to find that the whole showering/changing thing got neglected. I'm not happy about this -- I expect this to be a pretty base, ingrained behavior.

Both girls have been ordered to shower and change, within the next half hour. Once that's done, I've told the monkey that she has to wear a diaper under her clothes. This isn't a "sexy" thing for her, it makes her cringe. I explained it simply as "if you're not going to take care of yourself the way I expect, then I'll treat you a little more like it." I've told her, simply, that if she needs to use the bathroom, that she will wet herself, then will change herself. She's not to sit on the toilet at all until tomorrow.

I feel it's an effective punishment. (She'll likely have to wear one to bed as well).

As for the OtherGirl, well...I know the diapers we have (we got them from a friend for whom wearing such things is NOT a punishment) will not fit her, so I will probably be dealing with her in a more corporal manner when I get home.

regressing

I don't like being made to wear a diaper. It traps heat liek whoa, it's bulky and uncomfortable. Maybe for a scene once in awhile, but not for long-term. It's also very difficult for me to, y'know, "go" in a diaper. I'm told with practice you can overcome that but I don't  have enough interest to work on it.

I have to wear one until tomorrow, because I didn't shower this morning after I got up. This is a new punishment. I thought about ignoring it (the Top is at work and not here to make me) and just taking whatever he gave me later, like a beating, but quickly decided against it.


I can't see the new therapist anymore because of money. Have to find a new one, that I can't see for at least a few weeks anyway.


I'm back to where I was nearly two years ago, not eating because I'm too scared to go downstairs because I don't want to interact with other people there. At least, not without the Top there with me.