email I sent, posted at the Top's request
Feb. 7th, 2008 03:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
topthemonkeyI just wanted to let you know that (the Dom whose house we are staying at) brought a Domme friend over to give her a tour of the house and I felt I acted in a way that befitted a slave and would make you proud. This included being generally attentive, anticipating needs, and being used to demonstrate various beating implements. I think I would've hesitated a week ago to get naked before a stranger. I hope you're not displeased with my actions. I didn't perform sexually in any way.
I'm sorry I got upset last night and questioned things, sir. Today it seems so surreal that I could not want this. I think I can contribute it to two major factors: I get more sensitive late at night, especially after midnight, and we have had almost no alone time that was not bdsm-focused. I realize that with my property restrictions (currently not allowed to leave the property) and your busy work schedule, as well as the novelty and excitement of being encouraged to do, well, what we do, that this is to be expected. Nonetheless, I'd love to just rent some Angel (the series) with you though and curl up with vegan cupcakes (got a new cookbook) for a few hours.
Additionally, I did not go back to bed after you left and have been going through the "discussions" in my classes and posting.
If you have any requests so far as how you would like to find me or what you would like me to have done that are not among my daily duties, please let me know.
love
your slave
I'm sorry I got upset last night and questioned things, sir. Today it seems so surreal that I could not want this. I think I can contribute it to two major factors: I get more sensitive late at night, especially after midnight, and we have had almost no alone time that was not bdsm-focused. I realize that with my property restrictions (currently not allowed to leave the property) and your busy work schedule, as well as the novelty and excitement of being encouraged to do, well, what we do, that this is to be expected. Nonetheless, I'd love to just rent some Angel (the series) with you though and curl up with vegan cupcakes (got a new cookbook) for a few hours.
Additionally, I did not go back to bed after you left and have been going through the "discussions" in my classes and posting.
If you have any requests so far as how you would like to find me or what you would like me to have done that are not among my daily duties, please let me know.
love
your slave
