sex=annoying
Jan. 15th, 2009 08:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
topthemonkeySometimes sex is so annoying, even sex with myself. Fingers cramp, limbs fall asleep, heads and knees bang into walls, bodies slip, skin chafes, I get a crick in my neck . . . -sigh-.
All these things aren't a problem if I'm hot enough, if I'm in that place where dammit I'm going to fuck and the endorphins are enough to get me through any discomfort, the sex is enough to distract me.
Maybe it's because of depression, but in the past few months it has taken me so much to get in that place. Often hours of reading or looking at porn, heavy fantasy, blocking out pretty much any non-sex related thought.
Often, it's worth it.
Often, it's frustrating and exhausting.
All these things aren't a problem if I'm hot enough, if I'm in that place where dammit I'm going to fuck and the endorphins are enough to get me through any discomfort, the sex is enough to distract me.
Maybe it's because of depression, but in the past few months it has taken me so much to get in that place. Often hours of reading or looking at porn, heavy fantasy, blocking out pretty much any non-sex related thought.
Often, it's worth it.
Often, it's frustrating and exhausting.
